July 2010
1 post
we are always running for the thrill of it
tonight I got really disappointed at a friend. someone that I trusted 100%. This someone is a person that I would never turn my back upon and always be there for. Stand up for in every situation without hesitating, yet it was so simple for her to just push me hard away. it was as if all the air just stopped moving within my body and lungs. I don´t know how I feel about it..If Im sad or just really...
May 2010
4 posts
just got home.
just got home to my silent apartment. Feels kind of lonely to be all by myself. wish mom was awake so we could drink wine and talk about silly things. she is the one for me. the only one I can completely trust and find peace within. she is always there holding me. i should have known that things would change. I got home and nothing was like it used to be. think I grew up quicker than I planned on....
the airport
Why is it that its so hard to leave a place. I have only lived and loved in lovely Isla Vista for a year, yet this day is a sad day. I couldnt let myself go to sleep last night. I just stayed up. Walked down to the ocean and watched the waves. All by myself. I have learned to love the silence and the freedom of my own company. Rebelution was like conditioner for my ears. And everything else around...
short days and long nights
Found myself walking alone on the streets of IV last night. Or last morning to be correct. After trying to get into my room with a passed out roommate refusing to wake up from his alcohol coma I decided to walk over to my friends house. The streets were empty and the night air tickled my lungs. Random people were just like me trying to get home. Or home to a friend, girlfriend, boyfriend, one...
I moved to California. Isla Vista, Sueno. Been living here for almost 7 months now…those sunshine filled months changed my life forever. Im not going to tell you about these months, it is a too long time to cover. But all those days have turned my life upside down. In many ways they have been good to me, changed my view of life and of people. It has been a constant search looking for who I...